29/04, 04:51 PM
hello
i have suffered memory probelms and that fact lost me my compensation as i couldn't confirm accureately the exact nature of the incident. and the fact that the person who knocked me off my bike moved the vehicles in their favour and then took photos which i now know to be illegal ..
not helped by the fact that the police filed a post dated police report and then omitted the dat and the signing officers signiture when they sent it to the solicitors.
any way my memory is improving i still find my self arguing against somthing that ive done and forgot or not done because i never remembered being asked in the first place. lizzy is getting used to this and going easier on me.
in hospital , i remember talking about the accident to a nurse she was sat there listning i looked over at the window saw the outside flick from day to night and back to day again like a light switch looked back and the nurse was gone.
cannot explain that
or the fact that i have 2 memorys for the same date march 2004
one memory is im in hospital and one im at home talking on the net to a friend whom confirms it to be much later more like september,
i still remember it being march.
although i wonder if this is a mechinism as the hospital time i was under so much morphine that i was in danger of overdosing
the pain levels were undesciberble. i had no brain injury tho i snappped both Zygomas (upper cheek bones) broke my nose and jaw , plastic surgeons did a good job rebuilding me
other memory problem odity
i seem to have forgotten about a day but only parts of it before the accident remember bits but not others
it isnt coming back either
no flashbacks just uncomfortable feelings when people remind me or talk about the accident say how lucky i am or how i nearly died (bl**dy family )
Lizzy remebers everything she never passed out in her accident and she remebers it day to day
i dont .... not sure what is worse
we just learn to deal with it
familys help in some ways like recovery and for that we are very thankful
but afterwards they hinder by pressureing you not to do things that are in the blood .....
.....like biking
regards
Ian & Lizzie
i have suffered memory probelms and that fact lost me my compensation as i couldn't confirm accureately the exact nature of the incident. and the fact that the person who knocked me off my bike moved the vehicles in their favour and then took photos which i now know to be illegal ..
not helped by the fact that the police filed a post dated police report and then omitted the dat and the signing officers signiture when they sent it to the solicitors.
any way my memory is improving i still find my self arguing against somthing that ive done and forgot or not done because i never remembered being asked in the first place. lizzy is getting used to this and going easier on me.
in hospital , i remember talking about the accident to a nurse she was sat there listning i looked over at the window saw the outside flick from day to night and back to day again like a light switch looked back and the nurse was gone.
cannot explain that
or the fact that i have 2 memorys for the same date march 2004
one memory is im in hospital and one im at home talking on the net to a friend whom confirms it to be much later more like september,
i still remember it being march.
although i wonder if this is a mechinism as the hospital time i was under so much morphine that i was in danger of overdosing
the pain levels were undesciberble. i had no brain injury tho i snappped both Zygomas (upper cheek bones) broke my nose and jaw , plastic surgeons did a good job rebuilding me
other memory problem odity
i seem to have forgotten about a day but only parts of it before the accident remember bits but not others
it isnt coming back either
no flashbacks just uncomfortable feelings when people remind me or talk about the accident say how lucky i am or how i nearly died (bl**dy family )
Lizzy remebers everything she never passed out in her accident and she remebers it day to day
i dont .... not sure what is worse
we just learn to deal with it
familys help in some ways like recovery and for that we are very thankful
but afterwards they hinder by pressureing you not to do things that are in the blood .....
.....like biking
regards
Ian & Lizzie